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| okay...i've decided to just use my new xanga pretty much exclusively which can be found
HERE
i'm not subscribed to many people on it, it was getting a bit
INSANO...so, if you leave me a comment on my new one, i'll be sure to
return one...otherwise, they'll be sporadic, i won't check this one as
much.
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| my xanga was being gay and slow...so, i'm going to change the theme soon-ish, i don't have time now, but soonish.
red sox won last night! w00t! i wonder if they'll be able to win three more times...
blah i hope my application to uarts works out really really bad...
i thought i had deja vu, but turns out i didn't.
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| i don't know why i feel this way...i wish you could tell
me. i feel like i don't know my own mind well enough to figure
out why i am so indecisive, so lost, why i second guess myself so
much. i found myself a something wonderful, but i don't think i
can hold on to it. i want you to hold me forever and never let me
go, but i'm getting heavier by the day.
this week has gone by fairly quickly...it's weird, though, because i feel like the weekend was AGES ago.
update...i sent in my application to the University of the Arts
yesterday. this is starting to really excite me, i can't
wait to finally be making music. my life here is lacking.
all of my friends are beautiful, smart, fun and entertaining people, and i love you and i will NOT
stand for people degrading themselves. it's not healthy. if
you're having a problem with self image, COME TALK TO ME and i will fix
it i promise. it's the least i can do for the people i love.
the red sox have lost two games to the yankees. tonite is
another, and then sunday. if there needs to be more...they will
be after that i think. i wonder what would actually happen if
boston won...i don't think anyone in the city would know what to do if
they actually won a world series or something, there would be nothing
to talk about, nothing to pray about...it seems that once an underdog,
you always have to be an underdog, and that's the only way your
existance is justified, is in the striving for something better that
you never get. meh, i don't know...
what do you think about kerry's mentioning of dick cheney's lesbian
daughter in the debate? my personal thought are, that she's
openly acknowledged being gay, and so have her parents. the
comment was not derogatory in any way, and i think it did a good job of
supporting kerry's answer to the question "is homosexuality a
choice?" if it was a choice, wouldn't mary cheney be one to
choose to not be gay, considering her father's political
prominence? kerry says no, and showed that by referencing mary's
opinion that it's not a choice. but again, what do you think?
ah, i love the sounds of simon and garfunkel...
I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
leave me comments please? because i love you?
Vote Sexy! Kerry-Edwards 2004 | | |
| i went to this awesomely cool concert today...my music theory teacher
played the guitar with all this electronic accompaniment, it was an
electro-acoustic concert with all these contemporary songs. neat
stuff
the red sox lost last night...i'm veeeeeery afraid because of the riots and dead people last year...
i'm thinking about a change of scenery here on my xanga...even though i worked so hard on this layout lol. we'll seeeeeee
last presidential debate tonite...hoepfully kerry will keep up his momentum...
Vote Sexy! Kerry-Edwards 2004!
oh, and that one thing that really bothered me and i put an article about it on MY OTHER SITE,
is about the religion getting involved in the government and vice
versa...god is not a republican OR a democrat. there are more
issues than one at stake here...
also being discussed in the supreme court soon are the issues of having
the ten commandments displayed in courtrooms...what are your thoughts?
i LOVE center stage...come on... who else is a fan?! and i love the soundtrack majorly...
When the going starts to get rough
And you feel like you've had enough
Let the music take control of your soul
Take a chance and do what you feel
You're a force, they can not live without it
You gotta break the chain
Yeah yeah
anyways...
question...is the slaughter of unborn children worse than the slaughter of living children?
you know, i kind of like being back in boston. i mean, i like home...but i like here too.
And we're dancing, and it feels alright
I can't control my desire
And we're dancing, and it feels alright
Yeah
And we're dancing, and it feels alright
Can't hold me down, gotta reach for the sky
And we're dancing, and it feels alright
Yeah
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| wow.
i had a super duper weekend mostly...
friday night- left for the airport...got there without a problem,
everything went okay. security was hell, but what can you
do? made it to my gate, a good 2 hours early...and go figure, the
plane was late, and our flight ended up being delayed an hour. so
that was gaaaaaay as shit. also, i had to sit way in the back,
because their computers were down that afternoon, and so i couldn't get
a printed boarding pass, i had to get a handwritten one, and i didn't
have a seat assignement, and single travelers were the last to get
boarded. meh. then the ride was scary, because in the
middle of the flight, the plane hit an air pocket or something, and did
this awful lurch, and the stewardesses almost fell over, and i was
scared as hell and sick to my stomach and my head hurt, and i just sat
there with my eyes closed the whole time. however, we made it
okay, albeit late, and when i got out of the terminal there was not
only mum there, but steffi, jordan, bec, and tom...i was soooooooo
happy. : ) then we went to my house, chris and shaun came
over, and so i got to see them which was good, and then tom and jordan
and i watched pirates of the carribean and enjoyed ourselves with a few
friends...like alcoholic ones, you know? and we crashed in the
family room
saturday- woke up jordan, he went to work...tom and i tried to sleep,
but things in my house are too noisy and busy. sooooo we got up,
and went to best buy to see jordan, then went to tom's house and hung
out there a bit. then i went home, and steffi and i went shopping
for jeannie's wedding, my godmother. got a new dress, it looked
goooooood. we went to jeannie's, i saw oma which was nice.
the wedding was wonderful, jeannie's dress was blue and beaded and
sequined and beautiful. after the ceremony, steffi and i played
two songs for jeannie for her present, on piano and violin and voice,
and we made jeannie cry. that was nice. and we did really
well, that was nice too. then...haha, then jeannie was
introducing me to her "incredibly hot nephews," and it was funny
because i was like "jeannie, i have a boyfriend..." and she said
"tough shit..." and proceeded to introduce me anyway lol. she had
had a bit to drink...
well, so then i called tom, and went to the pool hall with him and josh
and chuck and jesus. i saw brian at the pool hall which was
reeeeally cooooooool. then, we went to chuck's house, hung out, and had
some good old fun until about one. then tom and i went to his
house and went to bed.
sunday- we slept in a bit...then i had to go home to get ready for
church etc. i watched the presidential debate online, because i
needed to catch up, that was interesting. not too many thoughts,
just because i wasn't giving it all my attention, but there wasn't
really a clear leader in that debate. oh, well, kerry still has
the last one to keep his momentum up. Kerry Edwards 2004.
church was interesting...i really do miss it, just because singing is
something i can do confidently and have fun with it, and i have started
to like singing in church more. oh well, it was just that once, i
won't be able to do it too much more often. : ( sunday dinner was
gooooood...i was glad the boulines were there before dinner so i could
see them, because it's been awhile. unfortunately chris wasn't
there, that was too bad, but it was fun anyway. the food was
good...and there was a lot of people there. my dad actually
showed up *shudder*, paddi was there, tom was there : ) , shaun was
there, and gayle was there beforehand. it was fuuuuuuuuuun.
except after dinner...because steffi told oma that i got a nipple
ring(LIAR) and oma started freaking out and didn't believe me when i
said i didn't, and she asked tom (lol) and then she made me prove that
i didn't...as in flash her... anyways, after dinner tom and i
went to coldstone to see anthony, but it was closed...so we went to the
mall to catch a late movie, but it was closed...so we went to tom's
house and watched old school, which is one of the FUNNIEST movies i've
ever seen EVER. but yeah, so then we went to bed.
monday- tom and i had to get up, like 7.30...that sucked...sloooooowly
got ready to go, went by the hospital to see mum, went to my house to
get my shit, went to wawa, then went to philadelphia, and i was about
15 minutes late for my appointment, but it was okay. then tom and
i wandered around south street, then went to the fox and the hound
where i ate a yummy cheesesteak, and then we went to the kimmel center
to waste some time, then i had my other appointment. so the
verdict is, i'm going to apply to transfer to the University of the
Arts at the semester, and i shouldn't be too far behind. it's sad
to be leaving boston though...i'm going to miss melanie, kim, emily,
dan, patrick, and of course josh...but that's about it because i have
no friends here. i have friends at uarts though, so that's
good...plus it's philadelphia, so there's bec : ), tom : D, and i'm
closer to home and even more people i love. w00t.
but anyway, so then we went to the airport, and i kissed tom goodbye
when he dropped me off and i cried just a bit...and i left. :
( i miss him a lot already...it's going to be hard to make it to
thanksgiving. eitherway, the plane ride was okay...it was on
time, but i was still feeling all sick and headachy and shit...i
distracted myself by looking out the window...but once it started
turbulencing(is that a word?) i had to shut my eyes and just sit there
and try to not feel sick and all...but i landed okay, and didn't die,
and got back to my dorm fine. there was an old man on the T who
offered me a milky way. i probably would have taken it if i liked
milky ways, but i really have a hard time eating candy, and didn't want
it. oh well.
so anyways, now i'm back. w00t. i hope the being homesick
is better now...i think it will be. although i'm going to be
lonely tonite...
all in all, i liked being home, but i've gotten used to being
here. that's one sad thing, is that i like boston a lotta, and i
don't want to leave the city or my (few) new friends...but i need
to. it's weird. oh well. you gotta do what you gotta
do.
so i think i'm done...geez...
LATER EVERYONE LEAVE ME A WONDERFUL COMMENT ABOUT HOW YOU LOVE ME
BiA
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